Saturday, September 15, 2012

Tired Mummy Torn

I'm convinced that Teagan is part sloth. On my side. My generation of Haws seems to have the ability to hibernate. We will sleep until the cows come home to die. Divine intervention seems necessary to wake us at times. Most of my siblings are still that way, partying into the wee hours of the night and able to sleep until the afternoon. As a mother, you can imagine I've had to adjust my inner clock a little. But my Teagan can sleep with the best of them. There are times she'll sleep for 14 hours straight - heaven bless her. This may mean that we miss out on opportunities to play with our friends that wake up at 5 or 6, but in the long run I'd rather let her sleep...maybe that's why she's so tall? 
An old picture, yes, but that's because lately it isn't worth the risk to go in her room while she's asleep.
Recognizing that a gift from above like this is a rarity and I couldn't possibly have another super sleeper in my future, I'm trying my best to bank my sleep and enjoy the opportunity to rest. But I'm torn. As much as I enjoy sleeping in (and sometimes am physically unable to get out of bed at a reasonable hour...so I tell myself) a baby alarm clock gets my day started off on the wrong foot.
Yesterday I woke up at 8:30 (please don't judge me!) to Teagan screaming (apparently she got off on the wrong foot as well!) As I shot up in bed, rubbing the sleep out of my eyes to realize it was so late, my heart sank a little. I hadn't showered, eaten breakfast, checked e-mail or any of the other things that seem so hard to do once Teagan is awake. When she wakes me up, I feel like I'm already behind, which makes me one cranky mummy, despite more than enough sleep.
So, do I try to enjoy ample hours of rest while I can or do I sacrifice some sleep for the chance to get things done prior to the chaos? I won't call it Sophie's Choice, but this doesn't seem to be an easy one. I'll be sure to let you know...

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